chronicle 63
we had our 1st day of review today. i think it was still to soon to start reviewing. we’ll be taking our nurses’ licensure exam in december… ok? and i havent even felt a graduate student was supposed to feel, even summer break cant have rest.. toxic life. for an hour or two, im concentrated with the review, but after our lunch, ifelt really sleepy.. and so i slept. *s0bs* whats happening to me?.. hehehe
i was told that running away from my problems is becoming a hobby of mine… hehe.. but what im supposed to do? face them. face him. i cant. il breakdown…i really am a coward. and i admit it. but maybe they’re right. i have to face it, i cant possibly run away forever, its not ryt. ok, by and by, il face him. and ive already started. but facing him, and seeing him.. i cant do that. its too soon. i know i cant do it. im still very much affected by him.
“Anger is a symptom, a way of cloaking and expressing feelings too awful to experience directly - hurt, bitterness, grief, and, most of all, fear”
