chronicle 56
everytime n nkksalubong ko xa, i just smile at him.. like i always do. sobrang routine lgi nlng gnun. well in fact, andami kong gs2 sbhn s knya. ask him hows he doing. how he feels. wats the latest ish. sheessh.. i am such a sheepish, cheesy, and a coward. how many times do i have to blame and pity myself for it… but the situation’s getting worse. i feel like i dunno u anylonger. u seem so far away. i couldnt reach u. i know sumthing is going but u wouldnt tell me.. sumthing just aint ryt. we seem to be growing apart rather than becoming closer together… i guess i should really just disappear from ur life. and btw, if it was ur idea of always having a harem beside u.. well ul ultimately succeeding of confusing my mind and making me a lil bit jealous.. pero the he.LL u care nmn db?
“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me, love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
