chronicle 51
hnd ko alam bkit ito n nmn ako ngtatype., cguro msyado lng ako naapektuhan dun s rating ng friend ko sakin knina. i mean he was one of my closest friends tpos tingn pla nia sakin is mejo nega. ok, d nmn xa ngssbi kaya asar tlga. at ngaun cnbi n nia, npaplastikan 2loy ako s knya.
kausap ko best ko knna. she said to enjoy his company. dont think ahead just think of wat is now. be brave. be courageous. *sigh* di ako matapang. di ko kya masaktan kc mhirap mkarecover e. enjoy his company, i do enjoy his company. to tell u honestly, everytime he talks to me, texts me or just a glance, it really makes my day. thats why i am so afraid, that if these things go on, then il eventually fall in love with him. but i cannot allow that to happen, since i know it in my heart that he wouldnt be there to catch me while im falling.
March 2nd, 2006 at 4:58 pm
jacq…ang hirap no?! alam kong kahit anong sabihin ko… ala namang halaga diba?! kasi madali magbigay ng advice pero sobrang hirap gawin…napagdaanan ko naman yun situation mo ngayon e…maraming beses na..^_^ yun lang cguro kailangan mo malaman…hindi ka nag iisa…hehe…tsaka…sa dinami dami na ganyang pangyayari sa kin…minsan na rin akong nanghinayang kasi di ko hinayaang ipakita yung feelings ko pero sa ibang pagkakataon…nagpapasalamat ako sa sobrang galing ko magtago ng feelings…naiintindihan mo pa ba? ang sinasabi ko lang…pag isipan mo mabuti kung karapat dapat ba yung taong yun para sa pagmamahal mo? kung handa ka ba masaktan para sa pagmamahal mo sa kanya…kung kaya mo ba ibaba ang pride mo para lang maipakita sa kanya kung gaano sya kahalaga para sayo… may sense ba mga sinasabi ko sayo? sana makatulong… ^_^
March 2nd, 2006 at 5:05 pm
oopss…and another thing… pahabol lang po…kailangan mo ring siguraduhin na siya na talaga ang gusto mo… as in yung siya…yung pagkatao nya and not because he reminds you of someone else… gets ba? kasi i know you’ve got an unfinished business somewhere in time… ahaha…way back if you must remember…^_^ jacq,, think of it ha.. reflection and meditation lang katapat niyan…^_^ or mag madre ka na lang para tapos problema mo…ahaha!!! ^_^