hahahaha!! 
im alive again!! hohoho!!
alam nio bang puro gaguhan lng pinglalagay ko d2 at mga exaggerations s buhay Ko!!
ah bsta, buhay n nmn ako! tnx mommy kaye, s impostor kong ama, sa bestie ko, s paopao ko, ky mommy bouncy rhae, at s marami png iba!! klla nio n kau!
this is really the end… im dying inside.
hay.. ang ganda ng horoscope ko para bukas. wow pare! sana lng totoo.
ayaw ko ng umasa.. bkit ba.. hiniling ko nmn n sana makalimutan n kita ha.. bkit b ganito ang buhay, habang iniiwasan mo ang isang tao lalo nmn sya nagppakta, ang masama pa, all the signs are still pointing to him. when i told myself i shud give up, the stars told me not to. now that i finally had the courage to ignore ur presence, the stars told me not to again. what da hell is wrong with me. im blaming the stupid stars for the actions and decisions i cannot make. stupid and such foolishness. i better sleep. my bestie asked me today, if i still know how to sleep? but of course i do. thats why im going to sleep now. oyasumi. 
13.. sigh.. this day is so tiring.. frustrating.. depressing.. and all words with -ing.. sigh..
thank u Lord for helping me today… but pls i need a little more of ur help to suppress him and eventually repress him..
hay, post n nmn ako. btw, congrats pala sa lahat ng 4th yr PLM-CN n na-approved ang research proposal!! AJA! galing nio lahat! sa mga redefense at back to zero po, dont lose hope!! and AJA dn!! ^^
wag nio ng basahin ang nasa ilalim bka d kayo makapniwala n ako yan…
ive decided to give up on him. thats it, im so tired of hoping and praying that someday we’ll be together, that someday he’ll like me the way i like him, or much more. its just too much. i really really like him, perhaps even loved him. but i cannot go on feeling, depress and down everytime i see him flirts with someone else. i look stupid and love struck. im such a fool. crying over a situation, that i wasnt even involved with nor have the ryt to cry over it, bcoz we’re not even friends, there’s no connection that ties us. one-sided love is like a radiating pain. first ur heart aches and beats slower and slower, and then ur mind aches of thinking of wat to do, then ur whole feet aches bcoz its too tired of walking and walking, and then ur jaw aches and u cant eat anymore, and then ur whole body aches, and u cant go on anylonger. i hate this. i even hate typing this stupid words. i wanted to cry. but i dont have the ryt. ayaw ko na. pagod n ko. hindi n kita iicpin, khit kelan. sana hnd n rn kita makita. ang sakit sakit n ng mga naririnig ko, tpos knina s bibig m p tlga nggaling. ligawan m n sya. kung cnu man sya. tama ang kaibgan m, baka maraming manligaw dun, mabusted ka pa. masaya ako para sayo. ayaw ko n tlga. tulungan m akong kalimutan kita….
after years of trying to forget and suppressing all those memories, and now that i finally managed to get over it, bcoz i thought i had found ryt one, my hydroceph… i found myself again stuck with a gemini. this is crazy, what i have been running away from comes face to face w/me again. what a loop.
